Complacency

complacency:when one gets too comfortable to change for the best.

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sometimes i just read other peoples blogs just to keep in touch with reality why because if i don't have a life..someone else does..(creepy)... sounds like i have all the time in the world to actually read other peoples thoughts..actually i do have 24hours...and so does everyone else..

stresss...

tak tau kenapa lately ni i macam susah jek nak deal dgn customer..
kadang-kadang tu rasa nak give up jek bila terima perangai customer yang pelik-pelik dan tak masuk dek akal.
usually i can be very patient while handling my customer..i boleh put on my fake smile and my fake niceness...i know i'm fake..but i cant help it
owhh besok birthday dear...nak masak apa special pun belum plan lagi ni..
and still lum beli kan dia anything...
hmm.....

stuff

ini adalah luahan rasa hati:
isnin ari tu i gi kayell utk meet up wit my sis sbb i jadi patient for eyetest dia
then later we all jalan-jalan and then send her back...
on the way nak balik my hubby ajak singah jalan raya rumah boss lama dia kt tmn melawati
i pun ikut jek la..
then biasa la bila dah lama tak jumpa banyak la cerita yang dibualkan..
yang aku stress kejap ada ke wife kawan husand i tu leh tanya i mcm ni..
"ehh u can speak english kan.." automatically i terus mcm senyum kambing n jawap "oh yes" hha
kenapa muka i mcm orang tak sekolah ke?actually this is the first time i am asked question like that..
actually i nak je jawap "eden tk cakap omputeh eden cakap jerman jek!!"hahahhah
whatever!!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri kepada muslimin dimana jua anda berada
semoga lebaran ini membawa seribu keberkatan dan kemaafan
jari sepuluh disusun memohon maaf zahir dan batin kepada anda semua
semoga dapat bersama lagi ditahun akan datang.

beezzee beesss

will be very busy to update my blog waaaa.........

social climber..

adakah anda culprit kepada masalah ini...?jeng jeng jeng..."social climber" means that u would do anything to be noticed in society....or amongst the elites...so...orang-orang seperti ini akan membuat apa saja i mean by allmeans necessary to be "seen" in the presence of the so called elites...perkara seperti ini dapat dilihat sejak dari permulaan kitaran social seseorang itu bermula dari peringkat sekolah lagi...kita dapat lihat pelajar2 ini akan berebut2 untuk menjadi yang terfamous...tertrendies..haha and mesti nak lebih glamour la...dan perangai ini akan berterusan sehingga ke alam pekerjaan dimana mereka ini akan suka mengampu atau membodek..superior mereka..
sehingga kan dalam politik pun akan wujud kroni2 atau proxy2 yang berlumba2 untuk menglamour kan diri bukan nya berkhidmat utk parti...
p/s:adakah anda kenal mereka ini?jeng jeng jeng...:)

ITS MY BIRTHDAY N I'LL DIE IF I WANT TO

me...myself

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the center of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You dont fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend. :)
taken from fb.

a few good men

after being laugh at for not updating my blog for nearly a month i am going to write something...
lets start with dear forgetting where we parked at KLIA...not just him my beloved daddy also..u can imagine how pissed of me n my mum was...they actually took approximately...1 hour before they found our cars..i thing the thing is with so called macho man they don't want to ask for assistance...why?i know men hate to ask for direction but just face the facts that you are lost n just ask i mean what is the big deal....
but at least dear was still faking a smile all the way..hahha...control macho la depan mak mertua..
i was kind of worried to spend a long time at the airport with the H1N1 virus out n about being a few cases here in Malaysia...but i don't seem to have the symptoms..so i must be okay..
there was an accident nearby my parents place that night...two cars collided with a very huge trailer..the two cars were literraly under the trailer...and as usual there were a lot of spectators...and a few abg2 penunda kereta...
yesterday was a sad day...my workmate..lost her mother...and i too lost my "tok long"... Al-Fatihah for both of them..
till then...cherio..

reading between the lines....

something hit me last nite...someday said to me i have to learn to read between the line...
like if i said something do i mean it or am i trying to say something else...
last nite lepak lagi kt "the post worldwar2 vets" hangout...hahah dear nyer fren bagi gelaran tu and i think it fits perfectly...cause all the people there...oldtimers..
ada orang kata hidup gue bahagia....orang kata...mungkin betul dari pandangan orang itu..
tapi gue rasa petak-petak kosong dalam hidup ini masih belum diisi..
like theres still missing pieces of the jigsaw puzzle that has gone missing...
rutin hidup gue terlalu biasa...perjalanan hidup gue rasa masih panjang kalau diizin-Nya
namun kata ibu ku..."rugi kita bazirkan hidup ini dengan kemarahan dihati"
oh since its mother's day....to my mum...love u soo much...and to all the mothers out there...
bila hari bapa ek?
toodles...

pagi yang indah

pagi yang indah ku bangun sambil bersiul lagu mungkinkah oleh mendiang broery...lagu yang dinyayikan oleh hubby gue malam tadi....sungguh menyentuh hati dan perasaan ini...
entah mengapa aku lebih terjurus mendengar lagu-lagu dari seberang....mungkin kerana lagu-lagu mereka mempunyai bait-bait kata yang indah...senang sekali mengekspresi diri dalam lagu-lagu...
bukan aku tak suka lagu tempatan banyak yang gue suka...
tapi semalam ku pertama kali dengar lagu dari bob dylan...lagu promo utk trueblood season2 yang belum dapat ditonton lagi disini...hushhh lambat lerr...
ooo bercerita tentang trueblood....series ini menjadi ketagihan gue yang baru...walau jarang dapat ditonton kerana terlupa hehehe...go sookie go!!
imagine all the perverted things people think about huhhh...
just a thought...

when life losses its meaning and takes u on a rollercoaster ride

hidup apa tujuan hidup ini?
yesterday i started wondering...what my life has become?i mean what is my destiny?
"pusing pak"....hmmm....

panas la yang...

rasa nak pindah duk kutub utara la macam ni...
panas sungguh cuaca kat sini...dan apabila cuaca panas macam ni aku rasa tak produktif langsung...mata mengantuk dan otak beku...

in the beginning

after reading a few blogs posted here...i am compelled to write a few of my own thoughts and jibberish...perhaps someone else can relate to my writings..
today i woke up n reheat lauk that had been kept in the fridge.i told him that he should have it for luch as i prepare to go to work..
as usual he lights up his gudang garam and starts to read sms cause he offed his phone last nite...
after giving him a kiss and then i'm off to work
since its sunday i'll only be at work till 6pm....
i dont know if i will always enter a post everyday...cause sometimes malas la kan..
but i will try..
so..till we meet again
toodles...